“I was guarding it.”
That nearly broke me.
I opened the door wider. “Then let’s see what Randy has inside.”
Sarah placed the backpack on my kitchen table like it was something holy.
“Tell me,” I said.
She shook her head. “Open it.”
My fingers shook as I unzipped the bag.
“I was guarding it.”
Inside were knitting needles, lavender and white yarn, a paper pattern, and something lumpy wrapped in tissue.
I pulled it out.
It was supposed to be a unicorn. One leg was unfinished, the body leaned sideways, and the little white tail stuck out crooked.
“Craft class,” Sarah said quickly. “Ms. Bell said handmade gifts were better because they took time and love. Most kids made bookmarks, but Randy wanted a unicorn.”
“Why a unicorn? He liked dinosaurs.”
She wiped her nose on her sleeve. “He said you liked them.”
“Randy wanted a unicorn.”
I pressed the unfinished toy against my chest.
I had said that once months earlier, over an ugly unicorn mug with a chipped handle.
“He remembered that?” I whispered.
Sarah nodded. “I think he remembered everything.”
Under the yarn was a card.
“He remembered that?”
“Mom, it’s not done yet.
Don’t laugh. Sarah says the horn is hardest. Ms. Bell said there wasn’t time before Mother’s Day.
I love you more than cereal breakfast.
Love, Randy.”
A sound left me before I could stop it.
Sarah began crying too.
“Mom, it’s not done yet.”
